CREATIVITY

I realize that my creativity is not a hobby, it is who I am,  it’s how I live.

When the Professor told me that I am loosing my sight, I was devastated, just the thought of not being able to create, to see colour, to live in a dull, grey or black world with no horizons, flowers, blue oceans or rainbows.

My children  struggled with the fact that their mother, being so creative,doing things to the finest detail,  will lose her ability of being the person that she was created to be.  I arrange for them to go for counseling.  The person assured them that the Lord will not let their mother lose something He has given her, but she will continue to live a detailed life,  whether in the way of speaking, writing or just in her being.

Today I live that life,to the best of my ability.  It comes with a lot of challenges though.  Last night I went on my blog and saw that the recipe was posted on my home page instead of the recipe page. I struggled to cut and paste and to restore my mishap. Times like this, I do realize that I make a lot of mistakes, but I rather make a mistake than to be someone, frustrated, feeling robbed from the ability to do things perfect,after all, we live in world that is imperfect.

What I ask from you is, please forgive and understand if you read my blog and see mistakes, imperfection.  I live a life where I can not depend on my eyes, but I can try to keep my imagination focused.